In my dreams last night, I kept dreaming of an empty space inside of myself and it startled me. I would inquire to different unknown and hazy aspects of myself what was wrong and they would assure me repeatedly that there everything was fine. It is important to note that the space was seen outside of my self. It was separate though I understood it to be part of me.
As I awoke this morning I understood at once what this dream meant. I have, this last week really experienced emptiness for the first time. This dream was telling me to let go of the anxiety that I am experiencing in my waking consciousness as a result of these changes that I am going through. I am struggling a little bit with balance currently and I am also needing clarity to further understand this.
I am excited that as of 6 minutes ago, I will start my first "fruit day." I really appreciate the practical tools I am given to substantiate the lessons I am learning.
It gives me something tangible to sculpt my thoughts against.
I am also working on a super secret project and I have been wanting a thought focus while working this project...but I can't seem to pin one down for myself. Any help out there? What I can tell you is that this project is a big gift not just for the recipients, but for me because it provides me an opportunity to give on a large scale anonymously!
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